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Archive for July, 2008

This is the beginning, and below is a few hours later.
Piper was stubborn and finally on Saturday, July 12, 2008 she came into the world by C-section. The doctors broke Trina’s water on Friday the 11th at around 11:00 AM. She was in labor for hours but didn’t dilate past 5. By Saturday morning the [...]

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No Baby Yet

No baby yet. She is taking her sweet time. Last night she was only dilated to 2. Travis promised me he would call me and send pictures as soon as she gets here.
These are poems I wrote for Travis years ago.
When you were very, very small
I used to dance with you cradled in my [...]

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My hospital is in deep shit trouble. Seems the CEO and two of his buddies who were also on the board were helping themselves to money that did not belong to them. The CEO got lung cancer and had to step down in January.
The new guy who stepped in discovered what a mess we are [...]

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Bruce and I were very sexual before breast cancer. We truly love one another. We averaged intimacy at least three to four times a week.
After the diagnose of breast cancer it went down to zero. So from February until now we have had no intimacy. Six months of no touching. I went on line [...]

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No more antibiotic. I am finally done. Friday was my last day. Today my under arms are finally sealed shut with no leakage of anything. No infection. Done. Gone. Amen! Still very red and sore but healed.

Bruce and I stayed up almost all of Saturday night talking. Holding and talking. We will survive. He admitted [...]

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There was some strange energy in the air yesterday.

There are 5 stages of grief that you go through and
yesterday was anger for me. I was so angry I could
have spit fire. I was angry at Bruce my husband for
callousing saying to me “lighten up”

Instead I wrote all day. I told the story of why I [...]

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I moved out here it seems a long time ago but it’s only been 8 years. Minnesota to the East Coast.
In those eight years I have been diagnosed with type 2 diabetes, high blood pressure, asthma, and last but not least breast cancer, ductal carcinoma. Do you think my body is trying to tell [...]

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