I feel good now like I knew that I would now, so good, so good…sing it with me
Picture taken this morning. Yeah baby I feel that good! Thanks to all of my friends and family who would not let me fall…I love you guys! Like the sexy underwear thingy?…it’s been in my closet for [...]
Archive for March, 2008
A Picture Is Worth A Thousand Words
Posted in things that fit on March 29, 2008 | 13 Comments »
Goals
Posted in It's my party and I'll cry if I want to, tagged breast cancer, survivor breast cancer on March 26, 2008 | 9 Comments »
I set some goals for myself today because if I didn’t I would sink into such a depression nothing would save me.
First goal I didn’t know was a goal but was a dream. I was sleeping a wonderful Oxy sleep, dreaming I was running off of the highest roof to kill myself. I got to [...]
Raging Rejection & Infection
Posted in It's my party and I'll cry if I want to, tagged breast cancer, survivor breast cancer on March 23, 2008 | 10 Comments »
Yeah that’s what’s left of my left breast. See the really red spot. Well that explains why I’ve felt like killing myself the last few days. I was already swollen from surgery so it’s hard to tell if your body is rejecting the expander and implant they put in.
By last night I wanted to die. [...]
Creation of Raven by me
Posted in Uncategorized on March 19, 2008 | 11 Comments »
I did the painting of above. I did two of them Creation 1 & 2.
I haven’t painted since my surgery. My right arm can’t deal with holding of the paint brush. I have tried. I think I am at the part of my recovery where all I feel is pain and pissed off. I’ll [...]
Chief Tamaha, painting by me
Posted in Blood is thicker then money on March 18, 2008 | 6 Comments »
Tamaha
A chief of the Mdewakanton Sioux who met and aided Lt. Zebulon Pike during the American explorer’s expeditions in 1806 and 1807. Their [...]
Philosophy
Posted in It's my party and I'll cry if I want to, tagged breast cancer, survivor breast cancer on March 17, 2008 | 5 Comments »
I have had a lot of time to sit and think. Some days to sit and cry. But most days I was amazed at how many people genuinely cared about me.
People that weren’t related to me by marriage or otherwise. Just people I work with or know by blogging. Awww Rocky I miss you when [...]
The Doctors
Posted in It's my party and I'll cry if I want to, tagged breast cancer, survivor breast cancer on March 12, 2008 | 13 Comments »
Yesterday was my first post op visit. The doc put in 50cc of saline water into each boob. Bruce was so excited it was pretty funny. The doc said the drains had to stay in one more week.
So we get home and Bruce says can I touch? Touch what I ask? He says the swell [...]
Yeah It’s Me …
Posted in It's my party and I'll cry if I want to, tagged breas, survivor breast cancer on March 9, 2008 | 8 Comments »
OK I got all the links to work. Not bad for a chick who is on morphine, Valium and Tramadol just for good measure.
The Doc added the Tramadol because of what happened to me the other night. You see although morphine is a wonderful pain killer it can cause some pretty good or bad dreams. [...]
Morphine Dreams
Posted in It's my party and I'll cry if I want to, tagged breast cancer, survivor breast cancer on March 5, 2008 | 13 Comments »
So yeah, I’m up and sitting at the computer.
I’m on a hefty dose of morphine every four hours plus Valium to take the edge off. I never knew I had edges I always thought I was round.
It took me the better part of my consciousness to add a few new friends. I felt like I [...]
This Freaks Me Out A Little
Posted in Freaky on March 4, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Tribal Council Approves WalMart
The Eastern Band of Cherokees has completed negotiations to bring a WalMart Super Center store to Cherokee.The site is above downtown on the hillside by the Cherokee Indian Hospital. The store is expected to boots tribal levy collections by over $1 million. Negotiations to bring the store onto the reservation began after [...]
